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~JelliedFox

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I don't feel

Fri Jul 25, 2008, 11:20 AM
Like myself.

I wish everything was black and white
but it's gray,
and I don't know where to go

what to do
what's best

I hate college

I hate money

I hate people
and
myself

I'm tired of crying over this

I don't know why I try so hard
it hardly pays off

I can't do this anymore

I'm sick of this crap.
These games.

I'm tired of having these dreams.
these ambitions.
and having them broken in front of me

I'm falling apart
I can't hold myself together anymore

I give up.
I admit defeat.

Crying doesn't do a thing
But its all I find myself doing.

I'm sorry

Sorry to whine and cry

Sorry
I tried so hard

To be okay
to wear a smile

But I can't
because I'm not happy

I'm not okay

I'm rambling to a screen.

I'll stop

I hope you're having a good day
someone should.

somewhere

Don't comment. I'm just venting.
If you do I probably won't reply
So save yourself the trouble
and the time

  • Mood: Shitty

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aww i hope you feel okay.

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_~*A wise girl Kisses, but doesn't Love. Listens, but doesn't Believe. And Leaves, Before she is Left.*~_ ~Marilyn Monroe
You I hope your alright. Sorry your feeling bad today.

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"Well I think you return to obscure, or wherever you were before you were, but I won’t let you lose yourself In the rain"- Mr. Moon

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Ah.. I know you said don't comment, but I can relate so well to this. Sometimes I feel like tearing my hair out or screaming.
Cheer up, hon~ <3 It'll get better

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CHOCOLATE CAKE FOR BREAKFAST.

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Don't give up T-T
I've had crash and burn moments as well ((some very recently o.0)) but you can always find strength from it afterwards.

just try to relax and take a break from whatever might be stressing you :)

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"I will die most beautifully in your eyes."
What?! NO! Jelly! If I learned anything about making it into the world of 2D animaton its that persistence is the key! You can't just give up your dreams like that, Jelly! You have to keep trying!

You only get one life to live, so you should fight for what you want to live for. This may sound cheesy but it's true. You need to talk to your mom about this, dreams are something parents would never want to take away from their child. You need to make her understand that 2D animation is your passion and its what you want to do for a living.

I think she is trying to get you into all these colleges because she just wants whats best for you. All parents want that for their child. You need to make her understand that those schools arent the best option and that it's YOUR future shes messing with, not her own.

Just try to talk some sense into her, Jelly. She is your mom and she loves you so much. She will listen to you if you just try and tell her. She really will. :heart:

This whole choosing college for you is something all parents have a hard time with. I mean, you can understand, right? She raised you for 18 years. Clothed you, fed you and just took care of you in general then all of a sudden it's like BAM! You don't need her to take care of you anymore.

She must be confused on how to handle this sudden transition, so she's still treating you as the child she took care of up until now. You need to make sure she understands that you can make your own choices now. Even if it is hard for her to hear it, she needs to know that your not the same little girl you use to be. Remeber, your an adult now. You should start taking responsibility for your life. It's your future to decide, Jelly. Not hers.

And...uhm... -brainfart-
I..I dunno. ;W; Just, uh... hope that helps? :faint:

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"Revenge is a dish of cold potato salad." :evillaugh:
-Shenmue, Gang Edition
Well, a simple hug accomplishes a lot with a little. In fact, explaining that just now took up many times the amount of characters that it would take to hug you. Figures. I may as well say more now that I've already said this much.

-hugs you-

If I may quote Henry Wadsworth Longfellow-

"Perseverance is a great element of success; if you only knock long enough and loud enough at the gate you are sure to wake up somebody."

Spit in the face of adversity, and don't go giving up. Life is hard on good people like you because it wants to see the best from you. If it were easy, nobody would be special.


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Everybody knows- everybody knows;
That you cradle the sun,
Living in remorse,
Sky is over
to hell with not commenting :hug: I don't care if you don't reply or if I'm wasting my time, it's just something to let you know I care. I feel this way about life often, too >_<

~qwchestr pretty much summed up a lot of stuff, especially the fight for what you live for since you've only got one life..

I wish you the best :heart:

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:trout:

"wake up, sweetie."
"What, mommy?"
"I SAID DRESS THE FUCK UP"

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I love you, Jelly, and I hope things look up soon.
I hope you will be okay very soon. :heart:
*hug*

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Go banananananananananah :heart:

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